Life is just too much fun ....

I have been a little busy and having too much fun . Too mUch ? What the hell is that ? I am having a grand time enjoying each day that comes my way . I started a post that I thought would become a series of posts . It was describing what a day in my life was like about 7 years ago . I thought it would be a great piece of blogging . What it is really is a bit boring for me . It is also hard work and I am feeling a little lazy . I do need to hear and remember those days . I do not want to relieve them .Well today I am having a grand time living my life and enjoying some of my presents from birthday . This time it was not a bottle of booze . They were real presents .

Love you , Jaybird

..Later that day for the drunk .... Part (2)

.. this pic is later in the evening . but I have not really  gotten past 10 am . So lets not rush in to that just yet . Continuing from my last post .... I think I am a little hungry and look for a beer . Beer fills my belly like food use to . I find one on the kitchen counter and am glad it is not in the fridge . If it were too cold  it might upset my stomach and I might lose the precious vodka I have already drank . It is only 7 am , three hours is a long time to wait to get more vodka . I begin to twist my brain around how much I am going to be able to get today and wonder how the hell that amount is going to last me all day and into the next morning . This may be the day I decide to end it all . I know the booze I can get is not going to be enough . It begins to freak me out the having a cheap half gallon of vodka is not enough booze to keep me from trying to kill my self . I don't want to do that , kill my self . I must find a way to get more booze >

My next post I will see if I can get this transcript of my drinking day to go past noon . I am sober today and oh so very happy .
Love you , Jaybird