... and all is well . I think I am a little over ambitious sometimes . I had envisioned writing and posting every day . When I do not I feel a small sense of failure . Well maybe not failure but more of a disappointment . I want this blog to be a great thing . What I mean is not something that is read by thousands or even hundreds . What I mean by great is really meant for me and maybe one or two others . I want it to be and it is important to me . If I reach or help one or two others than I will be content . But my measure or idea of it being great is if I were to write and post every day .
So for me to be content and happy I need to change the boundaries . I am not going to force a post . I am not going to worry if I do not do one tomorrow or the next day . I will post from my heart , my desire and from my instinct . I am so very happy today , I am sober and living each day as glorious celebration in life . I must never forget the past and when the days events remind me of something from that time of my active alcoholism I will share it here .
Thank you all for reading . Thank you all who I may know . Thank you , the ones who would like to remain anonymous . If any of you have any questions about me , my alcoholism , cancer or anything that I have said ... please ask . I will do my best to answer .
Love you , Jaybird
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