I will be present . I will give presents . I may receive a few too . Guess what ? I wont be getting any half gallons of vodka . That is what I use to get . For my birthday and X-mas . There really was nothing else for my mother to get me . It is what I needed and wanted . No other presents would do me any good . All my waking hours and most of my sleep were consumed by the thoughts and needs of alcohol . I wanted it to be different and no matter how much I tried for it to be so it never would be . I was trapped in this life of alcoholism .
But not any more . Today I just did some on line shopping . A bit early but so what . I have plans now and follow through with them . I have started decorating . I have lots of santas ,angels and snow men I have collected in the last five years . The picture above is the santas before I boxed them up last time . Now I will be bringing them out and placing them around . Life and holidays are so much better being sober .
Love you , Jaybird
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