Chasing the butterflies ...

This is what I saw this morning . If I was still drinking it might look exactly like this . I got to read the bible selections today at church . I then got to sit with the choir and later help serve communion . I was scared and a bit shaky but it was a discomfort I enjoyed . In times gone by I did not feel any of this , the butterflies turning in my stomach . I hide from them or chased them away with booze . Today I got to feel them and live through them , it was enjoyable to feel life . I have been doing these bible readings for some time now . I still get nervous but I do seem to go after the opportunities to do these things . I am alive and chasing butterflies .


Love you Jaybird 
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