In some ways I have not changed ...

...In some ways I am exactly the same as  when I was drinking vodka . Just getting sober does not really change the core person of who I am . Getting sober does allow me to recognize faults and make amends . I have made great efforts and have some success in changing my attitude about life . 
One of the things that have not changed is my drinking habits . Oh the type of  liquid has changed but the actual drinking habits have not . I drink way too much milk . I also hoard milk . If this picture here is my fridge, I would have to go get another gallon so there would be no way of me running out . I get anxious if I only have a gallon or so in there . 
I am a milk aholic . But I am ok with that . It is not going to kill me to drink a shit ton of milk . I wont loose my job for drinking milk there . I am not going to break into your house to get more milk .  I wont hide  or be ashamed of my milk drinking . All these did happen with my vodka . Vodka nearly killed me . I can live with my addiction to milk . 
Love you , Jaybird