Just got up from a nap...

It is wonderful to take a nap for the reason of having just ate and feeling a bit tired . I awake with vigor and enthusiasm to be productive and enjoy the rest of my Sunday .
When I was drinking it was not this way . I napped a lot , sorta of . I drank around the clock and would sleep or be unconscious quite a bit . I would be awaken by the need to drink more .
Sometimes I wished I did not wake . Sometimes I wished I would die in my sleep and not have to face another day in my dreadful life of drinking . That is all that there was .. drinking . My life had been consumed by vodka .

Today my drug of choice is TV , cold milk , Oreo Golden double stuff and afternoon naps just because I can and for no other reason .
Love you , Jaybird
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